I started this post a couple of times. I started out complaining, trying to make sense of the bad parts of the year. Got annoyed, so I tried to spin it positive. Made a timeline and a bunch of lists of the most pivotal moments. Both posts were deleted. They felt fake, they didn’t feel like me.
It boils down to: I fucked up this year, but I still changed a lot so it’s not all gone to shit.
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For the first few days after the abortion I was feeling pretty fine. Mild cramping, sometimes I didn’t feel any pain at all. I was bleeding regularly and was using thick pads for two weeks.
Almost a week after, however, I started getting really bad cramps. I would lay in bed and pills, heatpacks, massages didn’t help. I was taking 800 mg of ibuprofen every 6 hours.Read More »
For a few weeks I was feeling really emotional, my boobs were sore, I was nauseous constantly throughout the day, couldn’t drink coffee anymore. I missed my period. I joked with my sister that every period I miss I get scared that I’m pregnant until I start bleeding a few days later. This time I was in denial, but I had a nagging feeling that I should get a pregnancy test.Read More »
Wondering where Day 3 went? You’re at the right place. Of course nothing goes as planned, and as boring as the food was, so was writing posts about how boring the food was. Here’s an update since then.Read More »
Day 1: unlimited! cabbage soup, fruits (with the exception of bananas)
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Day 2: …unlimited cabbage soup, green vegetables all day, evening baked potato!! with some vegetable oilRead More »